jgn baca.. entry merapu

why is it that loving you is hard but i still strongly love u even though in the end it's just gonna hurt over and over again? it's like no matter what i do no matter how i try not to make u feel upset, it just won't work.. and i hate the fact that u are upset.. because u hate me when u are upset.. and i don't want to be hated by you... and to be hated by you feels like living with no substance..

the only person that i wanna be is with you.. why can't u trust me on that?