si macho yg moody

jangan berdiam diri
di saat kau moody
gelisah aku bila kau begitu

ingin aku memelukmu
menyejukkan hatimu
meredakan api marahmu
agar kau kembali tersenyum
kembali bercanda
kembali gembira

sayang
ku mahu kau tahu
hilang kemachoanmu
kalau moody lama-lama
tapi walau apa pun
kau tetap si macho no.1 di hatiku

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jgn baca.. entry merapu

why is it that loving you is hard but i still strongly love u even though in the end it's just gonna hurt over and over again? it's like no matter what i do no matter how i try not to make u feel upset, it just won't work.. and i hate the fact that u are upset.. because u hate me when u are upset.. and i don't want to be hated by you... and to be hated by you feels like living with no substance..

the only person that i wanna be is with you.. why can't u trust me on that?

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kalau desperate skalipn, don't show.. it's a turn-off

AMARAN! entry ini mengandungi byk carutan.. if you have sensitive gums, please don't read or they will bleed..


rasa sgt pissed off skang. okay, totally extremely pissed off.

hand me the shotgun now!

kenapa still ada lelaki kt luar sana yg begitu desperate looking for a wife but just for the sake of taking care of his children because his beautiful ex-wife (so beautiful that he did not deserve her at the first place) left him for another guy?

okay the story begins like this.. last week i went for breakfast with kak nik outside the school (kitorang memang selalu dine out tnpa permission.. hehe). sampai2 ke destinasi sarapan, tetiba ternampak encik timbalan ppd was buying some foods. so we freaked out, cube sorokkan diri dr penglihatan dia macam seekor anak tikus berdecit lari dihambat seekor kucing.. and this useless desperate duda saw us. he is one of kak nik's clients (kak nik is an insurance agent)..

after the encik timbalan ppd went off, me and kak nik cari tempat duduk.. but kak nik pergi duduk semeja dengan that useless desprerate duda, aku terpaksa join.. that duda said die slalu nampak aku pergi jogging kt taman tasik.. jadi bile aku recall i suddenly remembered him trying to jog closer to me but luckily anak kecik die tak mampu nak lari laju2 so aku pn ape lagi cepat2 pecut macam masuk sukan olimpik.. that is why i hate jogging now.. people (desperate guys) are chasing your butt.. bodohhh!!!! haram jadah!!!!! bangsattt macam langsattt!!!

ok berhenti mencarut sambung balik cerita td.. so then me and kak nik ordered our food munch munch slurp slurp.. that duda mule bukak citer sedih die (weii x malu ke kau nak menagih simpati ngan pompuan?).. of how his wife cheated on him and they divorced 6 months ago.. bla bla bla bla sampai aku pun rasa nak kuarkan balik my breakfast meal.. dah habis sesi luahan citer sedih die, die pun tanya soalan bonus kat kak nik "xde ke sape2 yg boleh dikenalkan kt saya?"

aku pn suh kak nik bagi no. kak azimah. duda tu save. back to school i went to find kak azimah and told her about the incident. kak azimah nampak a bit reluctant la jugak. ye la duda anak tiga kan. but kak azimah said ok try dulu.

at the same time kak nik bagi no. telefon khairunnisa (cikgu gstt yg comel dan muda) to that duda. duda tu ajak jmpe so they went for a blind date. back from the date, nisa citer everything yg that duda memang desperate gile nak kawen. (heh, first time date terus ajak kawen.. betol ke x kepala otak kau ni)..

so setelah direject khairunnisa, he went to try his luck with kak azimah pulak.. pergi dating.. and kak azimah pun citer bnda yg sama.. but this time it's a bit interesting becoz that duda macam bg hint to kak azimah "kite kawan dulu kenal hati budi masing2 then tengok kalau ada jodoh, kawen" tp die mesej kak nik die duk cakap kak zimah tu berisi la segala bagai...shame on you mr. duda!!

and then u know what happened? last night, i got a text from him.. entah kt mana dia ambek no. hp aku.. he introduced himself and said saje nak mesej2.. kepala hotak kau!! baru 2 malam lepas kau dating ngan kak azimah skang kau nk usha orang lain wtf??? so i replied "mintak maaf ye tunang saya x suke saya mesej ngan lelaki lain. harap maklum" then he said "sory. semoga BERBAHAGIAN dengan tunang." ye memang die eja bahagia macam tu... hahahaha.. dahla duda, x hensem, bm pn x pas... padanla kene tinggal..

rasa x puas hati dr mana die dpt no. aku, so i called kak nik..nope, she didn't give the number.. then i called kak azimah.. yes, it was her.. kak azimah ckp that duda mintak no. aku sbb nak mintak maaf. wtf? then i told kak azimah the whole thing. she felt guilty so she apologized. aku pn cakap kt kak azimah x yah layan la jantan bodowh mcm tu jenis x sedar diri ingat die tu hebat sangat.. and even kak azimah pn kata die pn malas dah nk layan because of his desperado..

so now u understand why aku pissed off yg teramat? to all mat-mat jantan duda out there, desperate mana pn korang, please choose ur t-shirts according to your size okay? xkan la body kau macam bob ku2 kau nak pakai baju saiz s pulak.. and kalau kau desperate pn, please hide it in your closet.. kami orang perempuan x suke lelaki yg menagih simpati.. x hot dan x cool.. unless kau memang nak menduda sepanjang hayat, silekan berbuat begitu...


p/s: the moral of the story is, jgn mkn di luar sekiranya anda seorg cikgu.. makan saja di kantin biarpun x sedap dan mahal.. sekian..

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maafkan aku si cantik manis, aku x tahan godaan abang gagah

baru pulang dari kl and so here i am kembali depressed di tempat yg paling sucks dalam peta dunia.. hoho.. but anyways rasa quite happy sebab aku sudah ketemui dia! dia yg sudah lama ku tercari-cari dan ternanti-nanti akhirnye muncul dalam hidup aku yg serba daif ini..

dia adalah si abang gagah yg menunggu aku di atas rak.. abang gagah hitam manis serinya memancar-mancar di bawah kilauan spotlight memanggil2 aku untuk mendekati dia.. aku jamah dia dan ku raba setiap inci badannya.. ku seluk di dalam.. ok memang saiznye menepati citarasa aku...

kau mempesonakan walaupun kau bukan proton persona

kengkawan sekalian inilah dia abang gagah saya.. sangat gagah macam kereta kebal.. ok the thing is aku bukannye nak show off because abang gagah ini bukan dari keturunan yang kaya-raya yang hari2 nasinye berlaukkan caviar ye bukan... aku jumpe abang gagah ni di midvalley.. the real intention was to get a pair of sepatu... and i've spotted sepasang sepatu yg oh sungguh chantek tapi bile memikirkan beg yg sedang digalas dibahu sungguh la kesian rupa fizikalnye.. so i changed my intention.. kene beli beg tangan baru... harus! mesti! but don't worry baby you're still my favourite stuff and next month i'll buy three pairs in a row (dialog untuk sepatu)..

my old bag selalu menjadi bahan lawak students.. everytime aku seluk beg nak cari barang, one of my students said "dah cari dah dalam beg stor die" or "die nak kuarkan ape tu dalam poket doraemon die"... haih! rasa macam nak tempeleng time tu jugak...

aku sayang gile beg tu biarpun tampak murahan sebab die memang murah.. if you guys wanna get a picture of the bag, u can watch estrella's video "take it slow"... beg yang liyana (the singer) kendong tu sebijik macam beg aku.. siyes... aku ni bukannye penggemar dan pengumpul beg tangan.. to me it's always difficult to get a handbag that suits me.. that gives me the chemistry for me to carry here n there.. maybe it sounds complicated.. i am complicated.. everytime i want to choose a bag on the shelves, i try to connect myself to it.. cari chemistry.. but sometimes bile dh rasa connected, tons of questions will come.. "kang ade orang x suke kalau pakai beg ni?" or "x over ke kalau ambik beg macam ni?" or "rasa-rasa aku nampak pendek x bawak beg ni?"... haha bajet tinggi sangatla aku ni dasar pompuan pendek tak sedar diri wtf...

dat's y i prefer shoes than bags.. sebab kasut boleh menambahkan inci hahahaha.. but not all types of shoes i can wear.. especially strappy heels... sebab kaki aku macam itik.. kaki itik x boleh pakai strappy heels..no way.. cannot.. kalau x percaya sila tanya daisy duck..

tapi pape pn hati sudah gumbira jadi mari kita lihat wajah2 riang di bawah..

yay sudah jumpe abang gagah.. (gambar lama)


asal senyum je hidung kembang


jadi baek sengih terus
(sorry malas rotate, korang terbalikkan monitor korang)


remember Jimmy?

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wahai si cantik manis di atas rak, tunggu aku hujung minggu!

women should get a pair of new heels every 3 month..
last time i checked, the latest new heels i bought, that was like 6 months ago...
so aku kene beli 2 pasang kasut weekend ni!

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