tomorrow is a heart-racing day

tomorrow morning i will be warded due to my overdue pregnancy. it has been 40w + 9d already and i still don't have the signs of labour sebab baby suka sgt duk dalam perut.. very cushiony baby said... a lot of tips i have tried to trigger normal induction.. all the tips from the internet, from the doctor and family (drink sunquick, air tebu, swimming, insert evening primrose oil into the vagina, eat pineapple, berurut, galloping, walking, nipple stimulation, etc) but none of them worked.. sampaikan suami pun suruh stop sebab duk menyeksakan diri sendiri... ada la tu kot rahmatnye kenapa sampai sekarang tak melahirkan lagi.. hanya Yang Maha Besar lebih mengetahui...

so, feeling terrified more than you can imagine, sebab nak kene induce, i humbly seek for forgiveness from all you guys if i happened to hurt you guys tak kira la verbally or non-verbally.. tolong doakan semoga saya selamat bersalin dan baby pun selamat dilahirkan.. rabbi yassirna wala tuassirna...

p/s: this matter is not informed through fb... malas nak bukak sebab nnt ramai yg bertanya dah selamat ke belum.. very stressful!