Forget It Not

It's happening again.
God help me.
This is so wrong.
So forbidden.
I'm trapped in this feeling.
Why can't it just easily go away?

Why is it the more u try to run from something, the closer it will get?
The more it's chasing you.
Like a silly joke of life, i play the fool.

I hope this will vanish soon. Vanish to dusty death.